The rescue

It is almost a cliche, when you turn to your partner and ask them about any particular behavior you have/had,and your doubt on the possibilities of this behavior being the main reason for a change of course in your life.Yes, it is most likely that many of you might have noticed yourselves to be in such situations,more than once. Recently, I had this very same situation up my neck. By generating this question,"Mind your own business dude, you thinking too much!" is what we can expect generally from all homo sapiens! I was well immersed in the question of how or where things went wrong,I almost forgot that her reaction to this statement was complete silence.For a couple of moments I thought I was going to face a fist full of angry abuses or a bunch of pity filled statements.To my utter surprise, the form of response I received was far more better than the one I expected. She listened to me carefully and after hearing it all, told me about how she thinks, things are.She stuck on to my point of views and easily explained the possible reasons and their solutions.The advises included things that I need to shred and a few things I need to take up.It is indeed funny how human mind can manipulate your thinking capacity and alter you Intellectual as well as emotional quotients,when you are involved in a thought process. In times like this, all you need is a person to tell you how things really are and what is the end point of all the discussion. In the end, the moral(s) to this excerpt is/are: 1.I am a blessed soul to have a perfect soulmate ,who made me understand that the power within is the power beyond. 2.Never underestimate yourselves under such situations. I started working on the points which she told me to focus on, and yes, day 1 turned out pretty good.

The Ivory land

You are the light of my life and the soul of my heart. The divine halo which leads me to eternity.
The green in the drought and the mirage in the barren.
Worthwhile is my life, when your thoughts fill up the attic of my mind.
The new divine,the bliss ,the sun rising after a long winter.

My mind seamlessly stumbles upon the ravens from the past.
There stands an image by the door of my house, blurred but definitely there.
There is a long way to go .Still a long way to go.
Racing against time,a war will rage.

The victory is mine,the agony banished from the city limits
The king rules and the queen feeds her children.
The feline nature of love they had,had the world stare in surprise.
Back in the balcony,a bird sang the song of love.

The moon ,the stars and the sun
All belongs to you.You nursed me through the dark times.
The world is a better place with you beside.The gods be merciful.
Till the end of time,may this be the same.

back with a blast!!!

hey friends...how r u ppl? hope u guys r havin fun!!!! well as u kno...its the season of rain!!! the small drops of lovely ,life giving liquid falls down with all its might....still its gets shatterd while embracing the earth!!! the impact creates a very distinct mark in the soil...isnt it ironic to love? the rain drop and the soil being lovers....they meet after a very long tym....they are restless and want to meet each other badly...to let know how much they loved each other...they dart past hurdles like unleashed tornados....yet after all the pain and waitinhg...by natures choice n decision...as soon as they meet each other they embrace each other for a split second...n then...boom....gone!!!! the rain drop is shattered n the soil is bruised !!! the story begins again....the love story of a rain drop n the soil!!! just think....well all this crap was started by me coz its raining cats n dogs here!!! its been raininig heavily all the day n my thots grew wings!!!! its tym for a bye....will be bak soon wid more of this crap!!! he he....seeya amigos!!!

Appleased!!!!

hei friends.....its been ages since v talked...aint it?
yeah yeah...i've been kinda busy....yup...stuffs which r too groovy!!
been thru a drastic phase of life....got nothin except some warm experience!!!
though i've been out...i hope all of u must've had a great time!!!
well had my exams till today!! dont worry....dint hav ny tension on dat matter!!! its an engineers life man!! no tensions....
its all about 4 'B's
bikes
babes
beers.....
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.n backs!!!
so hoisting a melodramatic pulse for getting forth all the b's!!

so hw hav u ppl been?
oh god!!! crickey!!!!

k....nw gotta go amigos.....will get bak to u ppl soon...wid some new n cool stuff!!!
seeya......its sayanora from me......

Angels Of the Altara

Making my way through life.....
I fell into the mystery of uncertainties...
crying,screaming and cursing....
Found the living emphasis....

Loving all that fell in my path...
Fondled by the immunate proposal...
created as an object of undesirability...
cruel public playing tricks on me...

Then it came to the part it mattered the most....
A stuff which is strangled between realations...
They gave me a lot...
They are the Angels of the altara.....

They held me when i fell..
They help me cross the field of fire..
They gave me what I craved for the most...
They bestowed me with my life...

But when I turned to them for the reward they desired...
they just said...."NO"

Dedicated to all my friends....

-Akhil.R.Pillai

the saga of unreality!!!!!

guys.......me back after a long time...sorry to say so,but if you were me then surely you would'nt have dared to get back to your blog.i am stating about my journey home.oh god! it was such a disastrous one..
let me start from the beginning.this content accounts from the date 27th of november,when i booked my ticket to go home.after one month i was still dangling at an alarming waiting list numer of 25! it was worse to come.my sem exams ended on 21st december .i had my ticket for 23rd of dec.in a mood of sarcasm i wasted my two days thinking that i would get a tatkal atleast and dint board the train.not only that i missed my train not also did i get my tatkal! i was stuck here for two more days. the i went directly to the stationthe very next day,staying at my friend's.waiting before the counter on a late december morning from 6 o'clock dint even get me near to getting a seat.i got a tatkal waiting of 90! i cursed myself for all the results and  hopefully tried all the ways to infiltrate the high profile "uncorrupted" system of indian railways using mine as well as my dads all renowned influences....but in vain.ultimately using all my wits and will i boarded the rain only because i had no more days to spare.all my friends were at home enjoyin already!

in the train,i met two north indian families, who by chance had an RAC seat extra in thei hands.it was like a wonder to me.a drop of water in the desert of "indian rail".yeah indeed both the famlies were good and thus i got a seat.later i understood the seriousness of the situation.tah train boarded an extra passengers of 300 (according to pantry car reports) due to the seasonal outbreak(christmas,new year).i was the one lucky guy who gat a direst RAC from tatkal waiting. i understood everything is for good.the seat had two occupants but the other one dint turn up in the night so i had a nice sleep.i raeched home on 27th of dec after two days of  tedious journey and after 6 days of my exam finished.more to my surprise my mom rated me "perfect" after a two months stay in hostel!!!!!!! i had horrifiying nightmares for many days after this journey.....ha ha ha ha ...thanks to god almighty and that two family who saved my day.
gotta go....seeya amigo......will be bak wid more......

yo guys.........me out of here!!!!!!!!!!!

hey guys..........had my 3rd sem xams.....it almost ripped me apart from my soul....was restless for past 2 weeks.full night study +malnutrition? if only i had some other food source.....i would've sued the mess manager!!!!!!! but.just  now i've no means 2 conduct a hunger strike.....no way.......so back 2 the xams.yup........the xams were quite interesting.....ya........no matter wat we studied the whole night.the paper seemed brand new!!!!! no pre relations with the questions......no mental apathy!!!!!!! total apostacy consumed me while in the virtual horror theatre of words.......only sound heard is the invigilators periodic growling n kacchhhh kachhhh sound of scratching pens!!!!! i had only one single metamorphic question fondling my mind.......were the hell do these teachers get the questions?.......its no sin to study late night......its no sin not to study before n only do that holy ritual one night before the xams.......but.the hardest and worst sin is to write utter blunder when the questions seems hard!!!!! no teacher in the 14 worlds (according to hindu mythology we have 2*7=14 worlds) can withstand the anger when he/she see's that after reading the whole answer.......it is bloody blunder....no way to blame them.they too are humans!!!!!!!!

so off with my exams.........its finished.i feel like a david after defeating a goliath......i screamed at nights...come on u bastard 'cell bio'........i'll chop you into pieces......dont you dare to give me a back!!!!
and now feeling flushed out but relieved.......the results may be drastic of heart breaking..........but...."leave no will until thee falls dead"........someone told these words well before my 16th grandpa was born!!!!! so hopin for the best................catch ya later.............

Landlords

Somewhere in the woods
a silent moon rose
In the depth of a vast abyss
I was falling till my neck broke......

Trying to grab on
I feel more deep
I was thinking of some moron,
who was fats asleep.............

Coming up the sorrow
My throats are grylled
Nothing is 'tomorrow'
I need some pills.........

Nothing could be no worse
The pain in your eye......
I am filled up with some remorse
Like an apple pie........

Were the hell do the come from
The cries of pain
They are resting on the gold dome
of the landlords gain.........

yo guys.........this one too is a creation of some boring classes.........ya know.borin lasses cometimes be creative........seeya ........

one of my own songs.....

I seem to wander through the woods
I dont know what to do
No more worries,no more pain
Dont have anything to do in life.............

Flowing classes,passing days,
drifting slides and mocking teachers......
I think that the academic geeks are laughing at me
At my acts,my will,my destiny..........

Friends were with me........
They lagged with me....
But dunno what happens to me at the end
upon the ultimate measure of oblivion.......

what are these "enzyme receptors"?
and the "alpha beta" shit?
some kind of "ligands" or somthing......
what does all this means?

why wont L.P sing on "cyclic A.M.P"......?
why wont Ramstein growl in "receptor subunit"?
why wont Behemoth rock with "lipid bilayer"?
dunno........maybe thet are just like me....!!!!!!!
alone and abandoned................



guys guess wat?.....this is my thaught at one of our cell bio classes..interesting.huh?
seeya.i gotcha back.........amigo........

exams..............what the hell?

oh come on............dis isnt wat i askd 4.....is it?.neva neva ask dis question in amity...coz.in amity xam has only one meaning.......one metaphore or one ultimate meaning.dats ............fake!!!!!!!!! yup...xams r the fakest things in amity,.,......especially practicals...........u can jus get up in the mornin n ask.."do we hav a practical xam 2day?.........."
den also your marks wud reach upto 90 range!!!!!!!!!! what the hell?

continuation.....

and the continuation depicts the pitiful story of the life of that teenager in that collg........the management along wid the mess workers gave him a tym of gr8 misery..........the teachers showing partiality......the other batches givin him a hard tym too..........by not cooperating wid his batch!!!!!1........they always said e.c rocks,c.s rocks etc......friday nights were his only hope......he could sleep well till nxt day aftrnoon..........n the gals.not to mention about them.......they behaved as if they were the only females left on earth wid a 100 million males.........even the ugliest ones wanted tom cruise to propose them!!!!!!! some rare cases reported some bloody idiots having the most hottest gals in the campus......but our hero was notr an idiots thereby dint hav any gal friends.......wat more to say..........wester country culture include 'a boy asking a gal out, dating her,having sex wid her n then marrying her........' ..but in our hero's case the gals showed such ignoration impossible for a normal teenager to hold........he was moreover used by them...........many of them.........he was activ.........bt above all this.....he was the star of the collg.......but according to the collgs rule "no gals 4 superstars n good ones".i mentioned this above...........see u more wid lots more to tell.till then sayanora frm ur amigo.......

i survived amity!!!!!!

wat is this!!!!!
yup......this is the awful story of normal teenager who went to a college.........only because his dad told him "go to hell"...............yes,,,,,,he reached amity..........hell is out of fashion considering amity...........